Keep on interview

After so long didn't update my life in here, haha.. Do you know why? Just because of lazy, haha.. Also because busying with job interview. Sigh, after so many interviews but still couldn't get a job. What's the problem? I believe is I don't have enough knowledge to handle the position yet, kinda regret that studied so many years but still empty, is college doesn't teach much or I doesn't learn much? I really got no idea. Really headache now. Also, I missed few interview just because the environment not convenient for me, the office at higher floor but got no elevator. Last two days went interview at Plaza Mont Kiara, I really like that place, there have all the facilities for a disabled like parking lot, ramps, toilets, all well prepared but this is not for me to choose. I willing to sacrifice on the salary but I need to learn now, I don't want go into wrong field and at the end I can't get what I want. This is the time for me to learn, else will be too late. After so many interviews, I feel that I really admit I'm empty. They told me my graphic skills are weak, my animations are weak and even compare me with Lim Kok Wing, MMU's students, etc. Sigh.. It's really makes me feel I'm really really empty and I'm know nothing. Yesterday meet one new friend, he told me think what you want and you will get it. Ya, this can be talk easily but is that really work? I only believe what I see. This is only a sentence that makes you feel better. Now I'm looking for some short courses like learning Flash, Photoshop, Dreamweaver, 3D these kind of courses for self develope. Do you guys know any where I can get this kind of course?